Fudge.

I've all but given up on this whole damn thing. There's really no point to it, Ive stayed within the same range for nearly three weeks, have no motivation to do anything and I am normally too busy trying to keep the baby from eating his own diapers! I have no energy to even cook so I basically don't eat unless someone else makes something, which is virtually never. My stress levels are so high my blood pressure is going up... So I am not sure whether to keep trying or say screw it.