Heck YES!!!

Lately I have been hanging out a lot with my sister in law, Tori, who has also recently begun her own journey to lose weight! So she and I have been working together for the last week and a half or so! We have gone on numerous walks and have revamped our entire diet! We have kept up with our water regimens and are keeping each other in line as much as we can. 

I know we both can do this, and I have confidence in the both of us. I have not yet weighed myself again, but I am not too worried about it, my clothes have already become too dang loose anyway, so I know its working! Stress has been a problem lately, but I can tackle that easily if I put my mind to it!!! 

Thanks to all my friends, family and others that have been supporting me, and Tori for giving me confidence in myself to start over again with my own journey! I am GOING to do this!!! 

Fudge.

I've all but given up on this whole damn thing. There's really no point to it, Ive stayed within the same range for nearly three weeks, have no motivation to do anything and I am normally too busy trying to keep the baby from eating his own diapers! I have no energy to even cook so I basically don't eat unless someone else makes something, which is virtually never. My stress levels are so high my blood pressure is going up... So I am not sure whether to keep trying or say screw it. 

More than a Heartbreak

Today was ok exercise wise for me. I got to push a heavy cart around the grocery store, carry the baby back and forth in and out of the car. i planned meals before I went to the store and got TWO cases of water!! ^.^ 


Stress went up, shopping for the first time since Cody left, but I am working on it. It wasn't too terrible, but I will get better. 

Never Say Die!!

Today wasn't so bad on my part! I got a good amount of stuff done in my basement, so lots of lifting and moving things, bending, going up and down stairs. Yep, lots of movement today. 

Unfortunately there is no drinkable water in my house, and no juice or anything either so i had to take a swig of soda or die of thirst... I feel bad now. AND it was NASTY. Then later I realized I could make sweet tea. >.< DUR. I only ate once today, I was too tired to go upstairs. STILL haven't weighed myself yet, but I SHALL!!!

Double BLAH

So did NOT have a healthy eating day. I had Mcdonald's for lunch, and pancakes for dinner. Yeah... talk about packing it on! I did get a little exercise, walking about the grocery store. Yay me! 


I didn't get much water in me today, but I will work on that. We have no clean water to drink currently, but I will get some. Stress levels are extremely high today, and doesn't look like it will get better anytime soon. But when it does calm down, I should be okay!

Happy Easter!

So... with it being Easter... Do I really have to give you my crappy update? Lol, yes I guess I must. I failed HARDCORE on my dieting. I had so much candy and delicious Easter food that my totally awesome daddy made, that I feel like a balloon. Ready to POP. BUT, I did get some random running around done, especially dodging a floating couch (that my brothers and their friends and britt were holding up) to get the stuff out from under it before they dropped it on top of me!

Does that count for any exercise at all? Also, I survived THE TEMPTATION!!!! My brother went and got me a meal from mcdonalds (one of the healthier sammiches), and they were out of sweet tea so he got me a coke. When he came home, I managed to not give in and drink it and gave it to him!!! YEAH!!! However I am now out of filtered water... And Utah water is NASTY. But thats okay, I can boil the water so it tastes better! ^.^ Go me!

Tomorrow I will be running some errands, and maybe take the baby for a walk to the park if he is feeling better. If not, I will just run up and down some stairs for awhile, and do my daily exercises to boot!

Day Before!

So today is the day before easter. And yeah, i went a little crazy off my diet. BUT I have still refrained from soda!! Even though I am craving it like CRAZY! Haven't really done much exercise wise, unless you count trying to beat the crap out of a vehicle... 


I am working on the stress relief, but it doesnt seem to be going very well. Will have to work harder....

Super UGH

Today was terrible stress wise, I need to work on that hardcore. My weight has started to fluctuate back and forth more, so I am fairly certain I wont see a normality to it for about two weeks. (Guess why) 
I am still drinking nothing with carbonation, caffeine or super amounts of sugar. My meals are getting better, and I am keeping better track of when I need to eat. 


I am also trying to keep up with my meds, make sure I take them every morning and every night. They keeps me happy. At least thats what the description on the information pages said. XD I'm fairly confident I will be fairly close to my goal for May 21st. Going to have to pack super healthy snacks for the road and make sure I stretch and DO something at the rest stops, of course I have a baby so that's good exercise haha! 


Current Weight: 232 lbs

HMMMMMM

Okay, so I have gone UP two pounds, but thats okay, I am working on it still. I have been drinking a lot of water, and I think I am starting to bloat (PMS) anyway, so it will be awhile. I have tried to continue with the healthy eating and remembering to eat. I've also been making sure I move around as much as possible whenever I am up and about. 


Hasn't been much stress relief going on, mainly STRESS. But I am working on that too. 

4-4

So today wasnt too bad. Spent most of it taking care of the baby, so lots of lifting. I went up and down the stairs a lot so I made sure to run or push myself harder up the stairs. I drank more water, too. Managed to eat an okay lunch, but crap for dinner. Totally forgot to even do my exercises, but I will try to do better. Had a stressful day, so I may have gained instead of lost. Only the morning will tell!!! ^.^ 

Grr Face

So I guess the only good news is that I am keeping up with my water regimen, though I haven't made my glasses goal yet. I have begun to eat more normally again, though it's difficult to remember to do. I have not weighed myself, exercised or taken my weight picture in awhile, so I will work on doing that tomorrow! I WILL get back into my schedule!!! 


I am going to start taking the baby to the park whenever I can and push him on the swings, in the baby swing. That will give me somewhere to walk, pushing his stroller. I also have my exercise ball, and a few dvds i can use, as well as my kinect Fit game. I'm gonna do this. I have to. I made myself a promise for my husband, and I will do this. I just need to remember that. 


Tomorrow is a new day, for a new me. 

Bleh

Ok, so I admit, I really suck when it comes to exercising. I really need to find some way of motivating myself into actually doing things. I have managed to start eating again, though. I am down 8 pounds from my starting weight. I have stopped drinking soda almost altogether. 


I have stuck with drinking water for the last... two weeks I believe. I am excited for my progress, and I believe it is doing some good for my mood as well. 

Yeah!!!

So today was another barely ate anything day. I had an apple at some point, and a few tatertots for dinner. I'm definitely proud of myself for not drinking soda, when I was at my mom's for wrestlemania. I even had my hand on the soda bottle. Then I turned and asked my mom what she did with my case of water. ^.^ 


Didn't get much exercise in, but I go up and down stairs for most of the day, usually carrying a 20 pound baby, so I think I am okay for now. I will definitely have to try and get some more exercise in.